A Just Soliloquy

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Jessica DeLeón

Samuel Sweet ('18, '20 M.M.) was devastated when he saw the news on his iPhone.

More than 100 people – many of whom identified as LGBTQ+ – had been gunned down in the Pulse nightclub in Orlando and 49 had died in the 2016 attack.

Sweet had just come out as gay two years earlier and was trying to make sense of the situation.

"I walked off the patio and tried to write poetry," he says.

Martin Luther Clark
Martin Luther Clark ('15)

It became "A Just Soliloquy," and he combined his words with that of Langston Hughes' 1926 poem "Dream Variations." His classmate, Martin Luther Clark ('15) a tenor who was pursuing his graduate artist certificate in vocal performance, performed it for a College of Music Voice Departmental class a few months later.

It took added meaning when Clark sang it again this summer, in the midst of the worldwide Black Lives Matter protests, at a virtual concert presented by current and alumni members of the Ryan Opera Center Ensemble at the Lyric Opera of Chicago. The Chicago Tribune said it "linked Black activism of two eras, both delivered stirringly by Clark."

"I think it's invaluable and more poignant today," Sweet says.

When he first heard the work, Clark says he instantly loved it. The piece begins with Sweet's words. Then Clark recites Hughes' poem.

"We're both in the LBGTQ+ community and this tragic thing happened," Clark says. "He came up with something that would wake up the people and let them become more emotionally aware of what was happening. It was a beautiful project."

Clark suggested Sweet's piece to the Lyric Opera. A member of the 2020-21 ensemble, he was scheduled to perform in the Lyric Opera's production of Blue -- the story of a Black family whose son is shot by a police officer -- that would have been the first opera with an all-Black cast. The opera was canceled due to the coronavirus pandemic.

Sweet's song and Blue help audience members better understand the perspective of Black Americans.

"It's a big wakeup call," Clark says. "We are afraid to walk out of the door. This is us presenting our truth. A lot of times when you talk about social injustice to people who are not people of color, the air gets tight. To express what's inside, what's challenging -- I had to get over that mental hump. It caused me to tap into a deeper pool of vulnerability and present that on stage."

Sweet, who currently teaches choir at Garland ISD, enjoys composing, and says it gives him a way to express his thoughts about social justice.

"Music is a time capsule, and it allows us to really have moments of reflection to last for centuries," Sweet says. "I don't think a composer knows what their impact is going to be. Music allows us to leave our fingerprints."

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